söndag 30 mars 2008

a looong weekend in palma

a sunday sleeping in, waking up at 12.30 for the first time in a long time with my wonderful boyfriend feeling sooo good. satisfied, happy and very much in love.

yesterday i left my dear friend jojjis at the airport. we have had a couple intesive days in palma sleeping in a hostel and shopping til we dropped. it was crazy, the thursday started with a trainride from manacor to palma's new underground station. we hailed a cab and got to the hostel in the centre of palma. the room was dark with almost no ventilation, smelling of smoke and depressing. but it was cheap and central and we were only going to sleep there. the bitch in the reception refused to take ten euros to little as payment for the room so we had to get some money and then we went to say hi to crazy lolita in hotel tres. then it was time forshopping; h&m, zara, pimkie, pull and bear and all the other small shops there. we had ice cream and smoothies and a real spanish lunch. so naturally my diet went to hell these few days. i felt so bad but i couldnt help myself cause i wanted to show jojjis all this wonderful food and just relax. (anyway as soon as she left i continued my well practised natur house diet.)

we had dinner in the santa catalina quarters and had a couple of beers there before starting our search for the party peple and the exotic coctails. we stumbled upon the irish pub Hogans but it was crammed with people and no coctails near. we continued along the paseo maritimo and ended up in a weird swedish-spanish-beach style bar with a lot of people and relaxing music. the cute bartender had never heard of piña colada so we had to drink vodka lemon X2.

next stop were my favoutite Made in brasil. intoxicatingly good carribean music and happy people making really god coctails. i had to fend off a drunk brasil boy who had his mind set on grasping my hand, jojjis had the same from an old (38 something) man from madrid who (as all of them) thought he could dance merengue and asked me to to a swing with him... but of course he was splashingly wet behind his ears...

the night ended in a crowded bar Thalassa and a good "quiereme from el barrio) and we stumbled home into bed drunk and happy. the friday we were both in a bad hungover mood and just barely got to shop a little before we were too tired. we went to the amazing sushirestaurant WasABi and had too much sushi, talked to a really nice german couple that moved to the sunny island 7 years ago. after that it was time for bed so we walked home in the night, talking about all and everything. how sad it is to have to live so far away from a dear friend, that it essential to have someone to talk to, someone who challenge you and makes you see things from different views. i miss you joojis, every day that i dont have you here close to me. i just wish things were different. and i love you, for everything you are and for making me see my actions differently.

and the only sad part, my camera isbroken. idont know what has happened, no dropping in the floor, no water. it just doesnt want to work! stupid cow!

now as closure for today i want to show a picture of me from new years, one of the last photos of me before i started my natur house... now 7 kilos lighter i do not look the same...

onsdag 26 mars 2008

filled with repulsive thoughts

this morning i woke up and dindnt want to arise from my bed. at ten oclock i was suppose to go riding with jojjis, and i wasnt inthe mood. i was tired and a little bit depp from the alcohol yesterday. we went dining, indian food,) it was soooo good, but as i am on a diet, it was too much. and at the end of a great evening, one of my collegues from last year, offered to pay everything! ha! a sweet dinner for free!

anyway, i dragged myself out of bed, met jojjis in the doorway and we had breakfast and scrambled out to the car and the 2 km to the little stable. and the ride was very nice, 2 hours of tranquility and beutiful views.

i am again watching fama, hahahaha;)

tomorrow we are off to palma for a shopping and bar spree, it will be..... mmm;) 2 long nights without my little boy;)

the work i accepted as receptionist makes me feela little uneasy and doubtful. its 500 euros less than i earned last year a month. so hmmm, i had (still have) a good felling and intuition about the job, amazing working hours, nice collegues, i know the hotel but it is this about the money!!!i just keep thinking what if? what if i would have stood up for myself when i asked for more money.but for the future i have learned my lesson, ihope.

tisdag 25 mars 2008

FINITO!!! It's the start of something new...

i will from now on write a blog, openminded and truthfully. no more nicknames and difficult explanations, just everything that pops into my mind. i will always be honest!

right now i am sitting in my livingroom in mallorca, outside the sun is shining and its warmer than it has been the last 4 days, i guess the summer wants to show its face one again...
my beautiful friend is here from sweden. the one and only "jojjis". the love i feel for her is unconditional, we can go months without talking, each of us living our lives without the other. then comes a day when we just have the need to be closer. that is what has happened. one week i have her in my apartment sharing with my boy. it must be a lilttle bit hard on both of them because they dont know eachother, but both are being really lovvies about it. yesterday we went out driving, visited a (boring) market in Manacor, continued driving to Sineu that my sister told me about. well, for me it wasnt THAT special... but nice, we found a little sunny spot beside an old well and just talked. great! we passed through gorgeus little villages and breathtaking views of the country.
we talked during the day about love, friendship and priorities. very important stuff and for me very important to talk about. here in cala millor, it is not easy to find friends, real friends. friends, the ones you can really speak to, listen to, the ones that questions you, challenge you and helps you become a better person. more open. i really miss this, having someone important to you (except my boy) at your side, with love and caress.

as always i am watching FAMA in cuatro. go quique!!! you are the best and you have to win!!!!!